.skewed.spectives.

.what have I become :: my sweetest friend? everyone I know :: goes away :: in the end.

.hurt :: written by trent reznor :: performed by nine inch nails or johnny cash :: because honestly both versions are incredible.

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.lewis.freakin.carroll.

Mock Turtle: "At ours (school), they had, at the end of the bill, French, music, and washing--extra"
Alice: "You couldn't have wanted it much, living at the bottom of the sea."
Mock Turtle: "I couldn't afford to learn it, I only took the regular course."
Alice: "What was that?"
Mock Turtle: "Reeling and Writing, of course, to begin with, and then the different branches of Arithmetic--Ambition, Distraction, Uglification, and Derision."
LEWIS CARROLL FTW!

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yo ho ho to ya moms

ya moms

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.alright :: alright.

.i can stop posting depressing crap on here.

.i ride a new kawasaki ninja.

.i have a good job.

.i have a college education.

.i have people who like me.

.so fuggit!

LET’S GO CAUSE SOME COMMOTION! IT’S A FRIDAY NIGHT!

Who’s down for it?

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.time for a post that i will let my hands type on this computer in one of the most densely populated areas in one of the richest countries per capita in the world :: and here i sit feeling completely alone.

.it might be due to the overwhelming feeling that we are naught but advanced rats living out our days in this maze of roles :: relationships :: desires.

.if this kind of thing depresses you :: too fucking bad.

.that is the great thing about the world today :: we can all say whatever we want :: and odds are high that someone will be offended and someone will connect :: all at the same time.

.that is also the downfall of the world today :: there is no time to develop thoughts :: to gauge reaction :: to truly be a human being.

.this world will never slow down with technology advancing like it is :: so the people in it must make a conscious effort to slow down once in a while and enjoy the little things :: fleeting as they may be :: in life.

.in discussing advancing technology we often ask the right questions one needs to solve a problem : can we do this? how do we do this? how quickly can we do this? : but fail to ask the most looming question of them all : should we do this? : when oftentimes the answer would inevitably give us pause.

.it is this ever-increasing pace that bothers me :: a product of the late 80s :: who should be doing nothing but enjoying the rapid pace of life and knowledge we can now access as a human race at our fingertips.

.so why do i hate it?

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.and you can have it all :: my empire of dirt. .i will let you down :: i will make you hurt.

.nin :: hurt.

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.machine.gun.man.

.he was a machine gun-toting ravager of lives :: he walked the path with no fear :: he added constantly to his list of kills :: leaving nothing but destruction in his wake :: his friends all held a reverent fear of him :: he was better at his role than any of them :: he was devoid of that sense of communal life :: it had been stolen from him :: and every day he went a little further into the world of darkness :: hunting for his fill :: souls he could destroy :: souls he could influence to see the world as he did ::

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